Not being able to sleep is like my worst nightmare. I am a complete grandma when it comes to sleep, and I need my 8+ hours in order to feel alive. The only sleeping problems I tend to have include my night terrors, but that’s for a different time. So imagine my surprise that I now randomly have some sort of insomnia that started this past weekend and I just cant kick it.
I woke up in a complete panic Friday around 4am and started writing notes in my phone regarding the wedding. A bunch of jumbled words on questions to ask different vendors. The notes look like a caveman wrote them. For example: “Cake people leave boxes.” or “Walk after ceremony?”
The smallest of things have me up at night and and I know it’s stress and nerves of getting everything done on time. School starts this week as well and let’s just say that’s not helping one bit. I actually have butterflies in my stomach because of how close the wedding is. Trusting in God is my saving grace when my anxiety tries to get the best of me.
I know that in all reality that we have accomplished so much and that everything will get done. I doubt I will shed a tear over something not being perfect. If I cry, I’m going to be crying tears of joy when I get to see Joe at the end of that isle. No matter the decoration or the seating arrangement the end result is the same; I get to marry my best friend.
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Let’s hope this sleep thing comes back to me so I can get my much needed beauty rest!
